Human emotion what a wild ride that can be!
So much that goes on in the mind!
Some of those feelings make it to the light of day and some are safely hidden in the dark spots we crawl into when faced with dissapointments, sorrows, or loss.
We truly are both the atagonist and the hero of our own existance.
We stand in our own way and rise to heights we did not know we could achieve.
We are both good and bad.
We are human and only less then that when we forsake our better self and deny our not so nice self exists.
No matter how carefully we hide the dark bits, at times, they tumble out and we are exposed.
We feel shame, remorse, or an arrgoant defiance.
Really, it depends on our personalities.
I see that many times people would rather deny these darker emotions.
Like they do not or should not exist.
But, does denying them make them go away or does it just build up so that the volcano makes a bigger eurption when we finally cannot hide what our feeling are anymore?
Jealous seems to be one of those taboo emotions.
People get jealous, wise people do not act on that jealousy.
Perfect people never feel or act out in jealousy, or angry, or pettiness, or meaniness, or anything negative.
Perfect people are not real…the only true ‘fakes’ in my humble opinion.
A very narrow window and world is social meidia, very easy to downplay and deny certian aspects of our character that we don’t paticularly like.I want to be a real girl someday and so like Peter I want to shine the light on both the fralities of my nautre and the good bits as well.